Gaga says she was vomiting and was sick after the rape, which had lasting effects. She says the trauma caused her a “total psychotic break-up and for a few years I wasn’t the same girl.”
Lady Gaga, who first revealed that she was raped in 2014, did not name her attacker … but says she suffered self-harm, including throwing herself against a wall and hitting herself. cutting.
She says the process has been slow to regain her sanity and fears it will be easily triggered and falls back into dark thoughts of wanting to cut herself and think about dying.
Lady Gaga says it took her a few years to figure out that there is nothing wrong with her because she was raped… but she says “there is something wrong with shooting”.